Sep 25th 2016 (seeing family today)

Im so happy I get to see my sisters and mom today. As we grow up, mentally and physically we see our family members less and less, because our lives are so different and go in different directions. becoming older only happens because we either have tons of stress in our lives or want to get older. in my opinion, not aging is wonderful. but as my muscles grow, people think im 19 now. it used to be 17 but now its 19. even though im 24 lol. So what i mostly want to say to me and my subconscious that today will be an amazing day filled with lots of OPPORTUNITY! who know, i know, that i will come across some type of business deal with someone. it happens.





UPDATE : 8:50pm

today was really good. my sisters made mixed drinks but i had a pot edible instead. I apparently slept for 30min but it felt like 12 seconds of sleep (weird). I am going to get the new #iphone. i just keep thinking, SHOULD I GET THE 7?!!? >_< i mean #iphone7 has no HEADPHONE JACK! that's annoying. so i might get the 6s instead 128GB

im going to bed soon. im improving my money life ALOT! Like i said before, when you ask for things they will happen. you just have to do a little conciseness engineering


goodnight all my sexy followers xD
and if you arn't, then become one :)

Sep 22th 2016 (conscious Engineering, I Changed My Life In 1 Week)

I never knew i could make my reality change so incredibly easily and fast. It makes me really happy  that anyone can change their reality so easily by just being positive about their hoes and dreams, Instead of living in a fantasy world.



never and I mean never suppress your deepest secrets. because that darkness will build up inside of you forever until your sadness cant hide any longer, and to get it out you become passive aggressive.


here is an inspirational video from me. Telling you my experiences and how i fixed them

Remember, the more spiritual awakened you become. the more aware you will be about getting those dark hidden feelings out.

Sep 20th 2016 (a day of relaxation)

Well i want to start out with just stating, old people born in the 60's aren't smart when it comes to nowadays. As in they don't keep up with the trends or why things are happening, they are nostagic and stay in the past but are living in the present. They just seem to read the newspaper and its fact to them. Now, not all elderly people are this way. but a huge % of them are. The woodstock hippies mostly are cool and fun to be around. but every morning when i see my grandparents reading the news paper i laugh in my head. Because the only thing the news and newspaper are meant to do is frighten you, and make you think, thats the only reality we live in, when really, you make your own reality. fear controls people and the population.

i just heard my granny say the funniest thing from the newspaper that would get her beaten up by a crowd of liberals easily. she said

"This Former Student of this lesbian teacher started having an affair with her teacher at age 15. The teacher was 30(F)and the teen was 15(F). My GrandMother Broadly Stated, She probably turned her into a lesbian! This Young Girl Will Never Recover"! After that comment i was laughing like crazy in my head. Because i know if i said "maybe it was consensual... they both agreed to do it...". My Granny would flip the F%^k out! %70 of old people read the newspaper too much and get filled with negative violence. So they begin feeling like nowhere is safe. So the stay in a small bubble and never change their ways of thinking.